excuse me for saying...congratulations are in order. i have been invited to begin pointe!!! for that past few months i have been wishing i could begin pointe. i had come to the conclusion it just wasn't going to happen this year...but it has. i could not be more excited.
i am one step closer to being that prima ballerina. i get to start over the summer. another reason to add to the list as to why this summer will be the best. i know it will take dedication. it's going to be intense...but that's what i like. pain will probably play a big part too. but pain is a fleeting feeling....the feeling of accomplishment lasts forever. in a sick way, i'm looking forward to pain. yay. self mutilation. okay just kidding on the self mutilation thing.
every day it seems more possible, more in my reach to become that prima ballerina. i will settle for no less at this point. i'm going to make it.
if you would have suggested the idea 5 years ago, i would have laughed in your face, but i'm here. i can do this. this is me. this is my life now. i can't live it any other way. every accomplishment, no matter how small, makes my dream all the more reality. but i mean come on, pointe.... that's professional. i'll save all my feelings about pointe until i begin. right now i just want to feel this overwhelming feeling that can't be described. i love it.
"we know that we are more than this. more than we know, there's a reason we exist. we know we won't be this easily dismissed." ---the matches: point me toward the morning
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