Faith is a way to believe lies that we need.

I never thought I'd been thrown into the middle of teenage angst drama crap, but here I am and oh how the tables have turned. I need to vent. Last night there was a little school event thing downtown and a guy who I consider a friend and happen to care about a lot goes and gets fucked up. (I'm not even going to touch that) Find out he's pissed at one of his best friends( I'll refer to him as my husband) because he said my husband was - going after the only girl he really cared about- or something along those lines. Fucking lucky lil ole me happens to be this girl. I don't really like the other guy as more than a friend- he's really sweet when he's not fucked up and he needs a good girl- but thats just not me by any means. So back to my husband- he happens to be my best friend since preschool's ex. (They went out like five times last year so ugh). I feel really guilty because I kind of like my husband and he likes me I think. (Plus I've been crushing on him for quite a bit which she knows) To top it all off, a couple of weeks ago she confessed to me that she still liked my husband and as I attempted to be a good friend I tried to convince her she still has a chance(sorry Jordy but you don't). Little did I know that all this shit would happen. But I fucking like my husband and it just doesn't seem like it's going to work out. One person is already pissed off and will be more so if anything happens, and I will be like turning on my bff if anything happens, So fuck! But I guess it's for the best anyway because I care about my husband and we all know how much of a bitch I am in relationships. And this marks the end of my tale of teenage angst drama crap.