daydream...i dream of you amid the flowers for a couple of hours...

so i took a nap today and had a very odd dream. i seriously don't even know, but it was so wack. maybe it is a subconscious desire... anyway so i'll refer to the guy as W for weird. this was weird. so.... me and W weren't in a relationship or anything i don't think-but there was something there-so maybe we were...anyway i don't remember the beginning of the dream but eventually me and W are at this little bed thing-nothing bad happened don't worry. i end up changing into this blue silk dress and somehow he ends up in boxers and we just cuddle under a blanket and its the sweetest feeling ever. and mr thompson shows up and is just looking at us. lol but anyway when i woke up i started thinking about it and honestly if i could have that feeling with anyone right now it would be him. i think i would have liked him at one point or maybe even now if i thought i could stop being a bitch in relationships. but mostly i can't like him because we're so different and i think if i could ever get him to like me that way he wouldnt do anything about it because we ummm don't match. sometimes i think he could, but what do i know? im not going to say anymore because then you might figure out who it is. i doubt you will but whatever. lol i wish i could feel that way with someone...especially him..but oh well.