fear leads to anger. anger leads to hate. hate leads to Olivia.

Wow wow lovely listeners. I'm not babysitting Madlyn until Thursday this week. I almost miss her a little...who will watch the Yo Gabba Gabba previews ten times a day with me??? I'm overcome with a rush of ideas as of what to do with my free time in the next three days. I do believe the time will be spent doing online P.E. course activities and making t-shirts while wearing my new Shawn Harris-resembling jacket. To hell with the ninety degree weather, that's what an air conditioner is for! Well, to the point now, my weekend got me to thinking(why oh why???) and I've come to the conclusion that this next school year will be undoubtedly a drag. I'm not going to get to see anyone hardly. It's so sad. Oh my my my-like Ian and Heather and well I'm not going to get into a list, but you get the point. And this will be Mikey's last year-it's so sad that we're not close anymore. Okay, well then I started thinking-you know what Olivia? this is a great thing that's what. Even though you're going to get to spend as much time with people-if you're really friends you will still be friends. And maybe you will meet some new people and the best thing of all is that you might be able to get away from some of that stupid high-school drama. I am very happy to know that I will have to spend less time with certain people who say they hate this kind of stuff and then start it with their self-proclaimed, so-called best friends. I'm merely fuming. No names will be mentioned in an attempt to distance myself from this drama. I'm just a little disappointed in some people's narrow-minded understanding of friendship. Yes, some people can be very annoying, but these people may also be my friends. I'm sorry that certain people can't understand that I care about males, females, white, black, red, yellow, one hundred years old, five years old, goth, emo, preppy, whatever fucking label they get slapped on them. When I connect with someone it means something and I'm not throwing away a friendship with someone I deeply care about just because certain people don't want to understand and try to start shit. And if a certain person mentioned in this passage reads it, maybe they will understand I have no reason for making shit up, so why should they? So please, certain unmentioned people, don't say you dislike something and then do that which you supposedly dislike so much. I can only blame the blamer, not the blamed.